Salam alaik chuols. Masyaallah, kira mmg dekat setahun baru aku nk update blog ni. sunguh lulz. HAHAH. Sejak sejak aku reset segala jenis setting blog ni, sungguh aku terasa sepi sekali blog ni. Nak cari followers pon dah tak reti. lolz.
So for almost a year, apa menda yang aku buat? (who care?) :P Busy kot. Assignment mencurah curah di ladang gandum. Syahdu betul rasa.
2015, rasanya too many things that I've learned. Friendship, career, education and etc. But the most significant was about my education. Crawling from failed and reset my goal back! I still can remembered that feeling when i got my Master result when i was at UiTM. 4 subjects taken (supposed to be 3 only, but one accidentally been registered by that so 'kindful' clerk. lol). I got 3A's but failed for that particular subject). I cried badly, as the result kicked me out from UiTM. T.T. Tp ALLAH Maha Tahu. I should feel that failed feeling. As i never got C or B- in all my universities studies. So ALLAH bagi rasa sekali weh failed tu rasa apa. Sumpah rasa teruk. Lagi lagi bila engko tak ambik pon subjek tu. Motivation down ke paras loji najis *hyperbola*.
But still, as my passion is in education,so berbekal duit gaji, aku apply UKM (tanpa malas lagi nk fight on that thing). And horeyyyy, i got it baby! My first semester was so smooth and i really enjoyed being there. Percaya atau tidak, ALLAH ganti lebih dari tu.
My result was so bombastic compared to the last semester (i mean when i was at UiTM ). And the best part when i managed to score A for one of the killer subject - where it's really rare for student to score A on that part - Research Methodology :D. My friends text me, asking me "betul ke dapat A? Betul ke dapat A? On that time, tetiba terasa mcm genius pulek.lulzzzzzzzzz. Indeed, ALLAH IS GIVING HIS GOOD IN WHATEVER HE TESTS YOU!
So, for this second semester, my supervisor still asks me either i still interested to continue PHD under his supervision. Masyaallah. That offer is great, tp tu la. So many obstacles. Financial part is the one. Dan dalam kepala aku pon terfikir, woiii bila nak kawen cm ni. asyik belajar ja. hhaha. so i decided to finish my Master first, settle down and baru fikir hal hal sedemikian. Aku bukan apa, kesian pulekkk kalau tetiba hantaran aku mahal nanti. EH. HAHAHA
You know, i live my life happily. I'm grateful for what I've had in life. At this age, i stop comparing, i stop for being jealous to my friend's nikmat. All i do is appreciate every moments that i have now. Dulu-dulu rasa cemburu tengok kawan-kawan lebih berjaya, but now, rasa thankful as i don't know what they have been through before.
ALLAH bagi kita kawan yang boleh gelak masa kita susah,
sebab DIA nak sedarkan kita,
yang DIA ada lebih dari kawan kawan kita.
ALLAH nak kita sentiasa fikir,
DIA tak kan uji melebihi kemampuan,
dan DIA memberi sedikit untuk kita sentiasa merasa cukup.
Forget who you are 5 years back then,
You're incredibly hero today.
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